wait! befor i finally log off and shut down my pc and rest my super tired brain cells, i must share first a few sentiments on cockroaches..
earlier, while i was watching kuba, i had to charge my fon kai lowbat nmn. pag padong naku ug plug sa charger bah, naa btaw nai pisti na uk uk na hapit na gyud mucrawl saku hand kai naa cya sa may outlet dapit. kayatzz na labay gyud nako ang akong fon bungkag na pod, hehe yawa ning mga uk uk sa kalibutan ui.. nya c sam, my dog, ka kita man cya sa uk uk, na lingaw pud cya, nakig duwa pud cya intawn sa uk uk ug gi itsa2x niya. and i have a feeling na gi kaon toh niya kai the next hing i knew, wa na nako nakita ug balik ang uk uk. hehe :D so sam is definitely not going to sleep with me on my bed tonight. hhe luoy au naa ra cya sa floor karon. hehe. ugma nlng cya sleep with me again after his bath kai he definitely needs to brush his teeth :D
what is the problem with cockroaches?! i hate them. they're the most yuck creatures alive. this is not my first encounter with mga uk2x. believe me, there are plenty more, and some are even funnier than what happened tonight, but that is not my point. nagkadaghan na jud ang mga uk2x sa kalibutan, and i just wish they be scrapped out from the face of the earth.
wahh katugon na gyud ko. wahhh
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
hospital blues
i spent the entire afternoon in the hospital today to look after my mommy, and talk abowt major boredom, meeehhn! thank god for cable tv gyud. although sometimes i dont get it with this cable channels bcoz just when you are really, really bored nah, they dont have anything nice to show. so i just slept. well, i did wake up once in a qhile whenever my mom has a request or whenever someone came in to check on her, be it nurses or her doctors. xempweh, being the usyusera gurl that i am, which has proved very useful in the course that im taking, naminaw gyud ko to whatever they say / ask / or instruct my mom. eh di thats added knowledge nah for me!ü
anyway, my mommy's doin okei nah.. shez a lot more stable now, compared to last night when everything still came as a shock for her. she cant wait to have her operation, since the sooner shez operated, the lesser the gastos.. we were thinking that she could be operated nah tomorrow pero di pa diay pede kai lah pa xa na cleared on a few exams. so it was postponed to wednesday.
the total cost of her hospitalization sums up to about 80 thou, give or take a few more expenditures. but we were assured that the 80 thousand covers everything nah, from hospital fees, the physicians' professional fees, xrays, lab tests, and even the rehabilitative therapy after the surgery. wooohh! that's some kinda big amount hah.. we're not worried mn on how to pay it, pero fo course, its ANUGON =( the money could be used for a lot more things pa untah.. but sometimes, things like these can never be avoided. sometimes, there really are incidents that cant be prevented. accidents do happen, and they happen to anyone at anytime. the sad thing lang bowt it is the fact that there are certain situations that we totally have no control of. and welpz, that's life..
okei i have to stop. i have the feeling that im running in circles nah. im not making sense anymore with what im sayuing. heehü call it a hangover. im tired. and i need sleep. tomorrow is another day. i hope i never wake up. okei. i take it back. i wish i never have to wake up early.
anyway, my mommy's doin okei nah.. shez a lot more stable now, compared to last night when everything still came as a shock for her. she cant wait to have her operation, since the sooner shez operated, the lesser the gastos.. we were thinking that she could be operated nah tomorrow pero di pa diay pede kai lah pa xa na cleared on a few exams. so it was postponed to wednesday.
the total cost of her hospitalization sums up to about 80 thou, give or take a few more expenditures. but we were assured that the 80 thousand covers everything nah, from hospital fees, the physicians' professional fees, xrays, lab tests, and even the rehabilitative therapy after the surgery. wooohh! that's some kinda big amount hah.. we're not worried mn on how to pay it, pero fo course, its ANUGON =( the money could be used for a lot more things pa untah.. but sometimes, things like these can never be avoided. sometimes, there really are incidents that cant be prevented. accidents do happen, and they happen to anyone at anytime. the sad thing lang bowt it is the fact that there are certain situations that we totally have no control of. and welpz, that's life..
okei i have to stop. i have the feeling that im running in circles nah. im not making sense anymore with what im sayuing. heehü call it a hangover. im tired. and i need sleep. tomorrow is another day. i hope i never wake up. okei. i take it back. i wish i never have to wake up early.
Monday, October 24, 2005
death, dying, and hospitalizations..
i watched armaggedon on star movies earlier this evening, and i once again caught myself in tears.. sad kai someone had to die to save the world and in order for the happiness of someone. im sure u noe the story of bruce willis giving up his life, in place of ben affleck's para sa happiness nilasa iyang daughter.. which was sweet bya gyud.. gawd, i am such a sap for these dramas..
anyhow, speaking of death and of dramas of my own, death totally DOES scare the living shit outta me. im not ready to die yet since i still have a lot of things to prove to other people, most especially to my family and to myself. and im not ready sad for any of my loved ones to die, labi na gyud akong parents. its not because i still depend on them financially. im the youngest in a family of six children where every one of my siblings are working nah, so basically, im still going to be well provided for, should any of them die. but i dont want either of my parents die yet because i still would want them to see me grow up. to be there with me on my graduation day, to encourage me when i apply for my first job, to teach me driving lessons when i buy my first car, to help me select a house when i would like to live on my own, to give me away on my wedding day, to be with me as i give birth to my first child, and to spend christmas with me and my children.. i dont want them to die yet because they still have to help me and to see me become successful and even better than what my other siblings have become. they just cant die yet. i still have dreams for them. they have to be there with me!
what happened earlier gave me a really big scare. we were in my sister's new house where my mommy was putting up new curtains. we were about to go home nah, i wuz even waiting for a taxi nah. i wasnt even there when it happened. it so happens na mommy had to make tarong just a tiny fold sa curtain when na off balance ang chair that she was stepping on. pag tukod nya, nag they heard a crack daw. the next thing i knew when i came back inside the house was my mom on the floor nah, grimacing in pain. being the wanna-be nurse that i am, i did what first came into mind. to splint the leg. then came my prescriptions of ibuprofen (which was the only medication present) to temporarily relieve the pain. then my dad came over after we called him, and he got us an ambulance. i didnt go with them to the hospital since i had to go home pah to get mommy's atm card and a few clothes. when i got to the hospital around 30 minutes later, i started to busy myself with mommy nah. good thing we have this family friend na doctor so she easily got things speeded up for us..
the xray results showed two broken bones in the left lower leg. both tibia and fibula had cracked. good thing daw it didnt get dislocated yet, coz had it been, it would have been more painful. spriral fracture lng daw ang nahitabo and bcoz of good handling and transportation, it didnt complicate much to be a sever fracture yet. wala pang results as to what intervention is to be taken but we have a feeling that it defintely is going to be a surgical procedure. but there are still high hopes for a cast - which would cost less and would need less rehabilitative therapy.
what happened tonight showed me how mature and more responsible i am nah now. imagine, i withdrew 10 thou in cash and around 6 thou is still in my shorts pocket pah right now. basically, i wuz the one who did first aid and while we were there in the emergency room, i wuz the one asking questions to the doctor, and while were already roomed in, i wuz the one who changed mommy's clothes, and other nursing stuff..
my dad and i agreed that he would stay for the night and i come back in the morning bringing other things that they might need, and to make asikaso my mommy. so here i am blogging my first blog. its not much yet and there's still a lot of work to be done with the layout and everything, but i promiss to get back to it as soon as i have the time. as of the moment, i need to get some sleep and energy for i have nursing duties to do tomorrow. *sigh* and here i wuz thinking that this would be a stress-free sembreak. lolx. :D but its okei, it will be a learning experience man for me, and it sure is making me feel important..ü
anyhow, speaking of death and of dramas of my own, death totally DOES scare the living shit outta me. im not ready to die yet since i still have a lot of things to prove to other people, most especially to my family and to myself. and im not ready sad for any of my loved ones to die, labi na gyud akong parents. its not because i still depend on them financially. im the youngest in a family of six children where every one of my siblings are working nah, so basically, im still going to be well provided for, should any of them die. but i dont want either of my parents die yet because i still would want them to see me grow up. to be there with me on my graduation day, to encourage me when i apply for my first job, to teach me driving lessons when i buy my first car, to help me select a house when i would like to live on my own, to give me away on my wedding day, to be with me as i give birth to my first child, and to spend christmas with me and my children.. i dont want them to die yet because they still have to help me and to see me become successful and even better than what my other siblings have become. they just cant die yet. i still have dreams for them. they have to be there with me!
what happened earlier gave me a really big scare. we were in my sister's new house where my mommy was putting up new curtains. we were about to go home nah, i wuz even waiting for a taxi nah. i wasnt even there when it happened. it so happens na mommy had to make tarong just a tiny fold sa curtain when na off balance ang chair that she was stepping on. pag tukod nya, nag they heard a crack daw. the next thing i knew when i came back inside the house was my mom on the floor nah, grimacing in pain. being the wanna-be nurse that i am, i did what first came into mind. to splint the leg. then came my prescriptions of ibuprofen (which was the only medication present) to temporarily relieve the pain. then my dad came over after we called him, and he got us an ambulance. i didnt go with them to the hospital since i had to go home pah to get mommy's atm card and a few clothes. when i got to the hospital around 30 minutes later, i started to busy myself with mommy nah. good thing we have this family friend na doctor so she easily got things speeded up for us..
the xray results showed two broken bones in the left lower leg. both tibia and fibula had cracked. good thing daw it didnt get dislocated yet, coz had it been, it would have been more painful. spriral fracture lng daw ang nahitabo and bcoz of good handling and transportation, it didnt complicate much to be a sever fracture yet. wala pang results as to what intervention is to be taken but we have a feeling that it defintely is going to be a surgical procedure. but there are still high hopes for a cast - which would cost less and would need less rehabilitative therapy.
what happened tonight showed me how mature and more responsible i am nah now. imagine, i withdrew 10 thou in cash and around 6 thou is still in my shorts pocket pah right now. basically, i wuz the one who did first aid and while we were there in the emergency room, i wuz the one asking questions to the doctor, and while were already roomed in, i wuz the one who changed mommy's clothes, and other nursing stuff..
my dad and i agreed that he would stay for the night and i come back in the morning bringing other things that they might need, and to make asikaso my mommy. so here i am blogging my first blog. its not much yet and there's still a lot of work to be done with the layout and everything, but i promiss to get back to it as soon as i have the time. as of the moment, i need to get some sleep and energy for i have nursing duties to do tomorrow. *sigh* and here i wuz thinking that this would be a stress-free sembreak. lolx. :D but its okei, it will be a learning experience man for me, and it sure is making me feel important..ü
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