hospital blues

i spent the entire afternoon in the hospital today to look after my mommy, and talk abowt major boredom, meeehhn! thank god for cable tv gyud. although sometimes i dont get it with this cable channels bcoz just when you are really, really bored nah, they dont have anything nice to show. so i just slept. well, i did wake up once in a qhile whenever my mom has a request or whenever someone came in to check on her, be it nurses or her doctors. xempweh, being the usyusera gurl that i am, which has proved very useful in the course that im taking, naminaw gyud ko to whatever they say / ask / or instruct my mom. eh di thats added knowledge nah for me!ü

anyway, my mommy's doin okei nah.. shez a lot more stable now, compared to last night when everything still came as a shock for her. she cant wait to have her operation, since the sooner shez operated, the lesser the gastos.. we were thinking that she could be operated nah tomorrow pero di pa diay pede kai lah pa xa na cleared on a few exams. so it was postponed to wednesday.

the total cost of her hospitalization sums up to about 80 thou, give or take a few more expenditures. but we were assured that the 80 thousand covers everything nah, from hospital fees, the physicians' professional fees, xrays, lab tests, and even the rehabilitative therapy after the surgery. wooohh! that's some kinda big amount hah.. we're not worried mn on how to pay it, pero fo course, its ANUGON =( the money could be used for a lot more things pa untah.. but sometimes, things like these can never be avoided. sometimes, there really are incidents that cant be prevented. accidents do happen, and they happen to anyone at anytime. the sad thing lang bowt it is the fact that there are certain situations that we totally have no control of. and welpz, that's life..

okei i have to stop. i have the feeling that im running in circles nah. im not making sense anymore with what im sayuing. heehü call it a hangover. im tired. and i need sleep. tomorrow is another day. i hope i never wake up. okei. i take it back. i wish i never have to wake up early.