bcoz i need harsh words sometimes..

so the whole day of march 01, 2013 was a wake-up call for me. i realized a lot of new things about myself, ugly things that i thought was ok for me, when in reality it wasn't.. i ended up hurting the person who has done nothing but put up with my attitude. i was ashamed of myself and my actions, and for the first time, i was scared of losing someone for good. you were right, everything you said was right and i will forever be thankful to you for saving me from the dark side i never knew i had, for telling me that the world doesn't revolve around me, for teaching me how it is to value something important, for showing me exactly who i don't want to be and that it's time for me to grow up, for still believing in me. i pray someday you will forgive me, and in time earn your trust again.. in my road to further self-discovery, you will be my guide..