Tuesday, May 30, 2006

i loathed the day i'd turn twenty and more..

currently playing>> smells like teen spirit, tori amos remake
im feeling>> duty ko unya gbii, kapoie huna2x..

Summer rotation is over, and on this day, I am officially a senior, having had myself enrolled already. Yep, I am finally going to graduate next year. And oh boy, I can't wait. Wheee!ü I consider myself not busy anymore so here I am, going back to my regular routine of blogging, multiplying, friendstering, myspacing, emailing and basically just internet-hours-wasting.. This is the life. No school, no NCPs, no SOAPIEs, no PAs, no drug studies, no homework, no quizzes, no irritating CIs to think about. Just sleep, lakwatsa, tv, laag, and what’s left of my summer before I get confined with school work again.

Just a few thoughts on my 2006 summer:

>> The Out-Patient-Department of CCMC’s not bad for a public hospital. Nice staff, scary TB-positive patients.

>> The beach is a fun place to be when you’re with the people you love. And tequila tastes a whole lot better when you’re in a group of four people and there are only two of you who drink. Haha, simang lageh nih?

>> I just recently discovered that my satiety level has decreased. This ought to be a good thing since it helps to lose weight (less food intake = less calories), but the thing that I’m concerned of is because this isn’t me anymore!ü Haha, my family and friends get alarmed with the little amount of food on my plate.

>> I found myself to being more responsible. If I was naning sa una, samot ko ka naning karon. And I enjoy being like this. And that’s weird.

>> I always say that the best parts of the movies are their trailers. It still is. Until recently, after three action/sci-fi flicks, I realized that the trailers are more fun when you have people around to share it with, and a shoulder to lean your head on, and a hand to hold.

>> My parents still won’t allow me to learn how to drive. While all my groupmates are bringing their own wheels during late night shifts at the hospital, I’m stuck with riding a cab or hitching a ride from them.

>> I loathed the day I’d turn twenty, but now that I already did, it doesn’t make any difference, really. Nothing has changed, I’m still the same bratty me who needs to grow up. Yep, I didn’t consider last May 09 to be my twentieth birthday, but my ninth 12th birthday instead. I’ll forever be stuck in this age.ü

>> Nindot na message ay: “Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else..” Hi thwee-yiw-owd boie!ü

>> My high school barkada is home for the summer, and I have happy times with them, just like our sci-hi yagit2x days. It’s nice to know that things still haven’t changed among us, except maybe for a few girls here and there, but all’s well. We miss you love, laag na sunod with us, ha?

>> They say absence makes the heart grow fonder. And I agree..ü It’s just that sometimes, absence makes the heart lose interest too. =’(

Welpz, so far, this has been a summer of bloody wounded people, kids who scream when they have their wounds sewn, motor vehicular accidents, stabbed drunken men, gangmen-shot-on-the-back-by-the-enemy who arrive dead on arrival, dying old diabetic women, perverted nurses-on-duty, kitoy-kitoya ang atngal misis or bila, misis, BILA! words of encouragement to women in labor, screaming OB residents who curse the pregnant women that anger them, good-looking resident surgeons, meconium-stained ugly newborn babies, new formed friendships, strengthened friendships, ended friendships, reunions with lost ones, corny text messages, good movies, plenty food and drinks, graduating friends (hi toni, tibay, lime, mac2x, peter, joko and the rest of the CITE ppl), birthdays, new born nieces, beach, sun, and fun..ü

I still have more or less fifteen days to enjoy what’s left of my summer..

Someone’s coming home in June. We’ll see what will happen from there.

For now, I will close my eyes and dream about the stars in the skies, I’m a princess in disguise, he’ll be my angel tonight, I’ll come take his hand and together we’ll rise to the heavens above..

*meymee maktin*

Monday, May 08, 2006

sophia's world..

currently playing>> one by u2
im feeling>> happy! hehe, its my ninth twelfth birthday tomorrow! *wink* whee.ü

this is what has been keeping me busy this past few days..
it was eight am when my eldest sister cathy texted me that she has been having contractions 8 minutes apart since three am. i didnt take her seriously. instead, i just told her to hold the baby til my birthday (which is tomorrow na by the way), may 9. at twelve noon, tito mertz, her husband, informed us that she was brought to the hospital already. since her first pregnancy was via cesarean section, this baby also had to go through one. so there, at 3:13 in the afternoon, i had my ninth pamangkin: sophia.

not that i dont like the name, but its too common already, and for several other reasons.. hehe.ü we tried convincing her to think of something else, but they weren't expecting the baby to arrive this weekend either.

too bad i wasnt on duty at this time, but my schoolmates were. one of my highschool barkada shilai, was assigned to take care of her. better her than someone else.ü i had her picture taken by one of my friends who was on duty too. cute kid. chubby and pink. an angel.. but as usual, my dad's genes has proved its prominence again..

i wish her well into the world she still has yet to discover. today, she's enjoying being told stories of color and warmth. tomorrow, she'll be chasing butterflies..

a happy birthday to me tomorrow!ü