Thursday, January 26, 2006

syarLen blabs..

currently playing>> palagot sa kontra by phylum is playing on smash ryt now.. :D
im feeling>> exhausted. its after midterms and i feel so drained.. :(

this is the part wherein i talk, and you have to read. :p basically, since im blabbing, imMa be talkin bowt me. random things that you might noe already, or dont, or dont want to find out. whatever it is, your choice.ü

[x] lets start with the name. my name is charlene michelle. i dunno where or why my parents gave me that name, but it is in the initials of C and M since everyone of brothers and sisters have names beginning with the same initials.
[x] its pronounced as SHAR-leeeeen (as in, long E sound), and it sucks when people say it as tsar.. murder my name, will you? that's why the nickie "syarlen" was coined so you'd get the idea of how my name is properly bein pronounced.. as for other people calling me "cha-cha", fine. no problem with that. just make sure you get the whole name right.
[x] i am a bonafide nerd.. yep.ü i graduated valedictorian in elementary from the university of san carlos - girls, and i finished eleventh in my graduating class in sci hi. dean's lister in my 1st and 2nd year in college, but i admit that things are getting harder as i am approaching my last year, so most probably, i wont be part of the dean's list anymore.. :( but nevertheless, i still get satisfactory grades. (exactly the reason why my parents allow me to have night outs!ü)
[x] i was, and in some ways, still am, a boyband person. i watched the moffatts concert when i was in grade six. and i have loved the backstreet boys' songs since grade four. hahaha. my taste has improved since then, but that's okei. they're the only boybands that i support. :p to hell with cueshe.
[x] i drink, i smoke, and do rock and roll. i started to drink as early as grade four under the influence of my sisters who would sometimes have drinking sessions with their friends here at home. but i began with mild drinks only, at that time it was only island lime and gin, until it progressed to red horse with high school and college friends.ü occasionally, and when my sisters have money, we have swigs of tequila, vodka or baileys. i started smoking only during 1st year college, and i have youseff to thank for getting me into the habit. but mind you, i only smoke when i drink. and yep, my parents are aware of my drinking habits. its the smoking that they dont know (or know, i know they do), and do not tolerate. rock and roll? its out of the question. sex is good too. *wink*
[x] i am a sucker for chocolates. give me some and il make you my world.ü haha, where the hell did that come from?
[x] i hate tomboys. in my own definition, they're girls, acting like boys, dressing up like them, feeling like them. they have suicidal tendencies, they are insecure. they have low self esteem with a disturbance in body image. i hate them. i have a phobia of them. i have nothing against girl-girl relationships, but dont you think its hotter if two hot, beautiful, sexy girls are into each other? its yucky looking at a couple, one a girl, the other a trying-hard-to-be-a-boy..
[x] i believe that marriage is a waste of time, effort and money. all of my sisters have kids, are with the fathers of their kids, but remain unmarried. i believe in its impracticality. but i am going to get married myself (haha, ironic?). someday. with my one great love: Jan Eric Ylanan.ü we are going to get married someday. in fact, i already have our grand, grand, GRAND wedding planned in mind. and i cant wait. :)
[x] i still sleep in between my parents, in their beds, in their bedroom.
[x] i havent tasted ketchup or mayonnaise yet. ugh. no intentions to. everytime i eat burgers, i make sure that its hot sauce that is placed in it, and not otherwise.
[x] i have a passion for writing. but i only usually write when forced to, like for assignments, etc.
[x] i am a self-confessed flirt. and the best person to flirt with in the whole world is my 3 year old boy, jan2x..ü come to think of it, i miss flirting with him nah.. :( he'll be home on june nah! yey!ü
[x] i heart pink. its the cutest color in the world.ü
[x] i have psoriasis. :( its a non-communicable skin disease that i was born with. its hereditary, meaning, it runs in the genes. my older sister has it too. it has no cure yet, but it can be prevented and maintained. i have two topical applications for it, both steroids, and vitamin E has to be in my diet everyday.
[x] i wanted to be a priest when i was younger. heck, i even wanted to join the knights of the altar (sacristans) organization in my school and in the parish. and i was very disappointed and frustrated when i had to sink in to the truth that only boys can be priests. where the hell is the justice in that?! equal rights for women, hello!!!
[x] mabaw kog kalipay. im easy to please, i easily laugh over the littlest of things and the corniest jokes.
[x] my mom calls me a "retard"..ü haha. they say that it's bcoz i pick fights with my younger nieces and nephews pah. haha.ü
[x] i love to eat. its the next best thing to sleeping.ü and speaking of sleep, i always have a marathon in sleeping most especially during weekends. the longest hours of sleep that i got was 17 hours straight.ü
[x] everytime i go to the mall, i always make sure that i get to buy cotton candy or a thirsty shake. i havent been to a mall if i dont get any for myself. ;p it tickles my fancy.ü
[x] i believe myself to be a well read person, and i have my mom and my eldest sister to thank for that, for exposing me early to the classics. i read my first classic novel when i was 6 years old, that was the wuthering heights. and since then, my preferences of books have changed and improved.
[x] i only had two drunken moments in the past year.ü im funny when im drunk. i prefer to be that than to be miserable.
[x] i am an emo person. though not the hard core type. there's just some times that i choose to go senti.
[x] i love making friends and being in the company of them. they're the next best thing to jan2x and my family.ü
[x] i have crushes on pretty, sexy, "hubag" girls..ü
[x] i already tried smoking weed. once. and i didnt feel any different. was it really weed that i smoked??
[x] i have two piercings on both ears. i plan to have another one by the time i graduate. i want a belly ring too. and perhaps a tattoo on my right shoulder, navel or just above the cleavage of butt. but im not sure yet. there have been speculations that it having tattoos or multiple ear piercings makes it difficult going out of the country.
[x] i am a procrastinator. haha. i have to get rid of this attitude, fast!ü
[x] i dreamed of becoming a pediatrician when i grow up, but after my exposure to the OR of vicente sotto, i realized that being a neurosurgeon is a whole lot cooler and challenging.ü cardio is also another option im looking into.
[x] i shave my pubic hair at least once a month. usually the first day of the month. it's hygiene.ü

to be continued. i'll just post again new things once in a while..

Sunday, January 15, 2006

obssessing over rico..ü

currently playing>> bye bye nah by rivermaya (im so caught up with the rivermaya spirit..ü)
im feeling>> hmm.. horny (oops, pardon the language. dont freak out, mom!ü) over rico blanco.ü laf2x..

its five am, and i just got home, semi-drunk, but still thinking straight.. came from the saulog concert featuring rivermaya and a few cebuano bands namely phylum, aggressive audio, the ambassadors, urban dub and two other more that i wasnt able to catch. every year, i always look forward to sinulog coz its the only time that i am able to see my hubby rico. lolx.ü if im lucky, they come during jamaican nights.. and i get to see him again. haha. i am in love with rico blanco. i have been following their songs ever since i was in grade 2 or 3, along with the eheads. and i have my sisters to thank for their influence.ü i heart bamboo too, but i just think that rico is a whole lot cuter..

although in the middle of their set, they experienced a technical difficulty (ni buto ang usa sa main equipments nila sa kilid) that caused them to stop for awhile, they came back after a few seconds to rock our world again. haha.

i love rico. we have to get married soon. he is exactly the type of man that my mom is looking for for me. i have to bring him home. lolx.ü

anyway, here's a picture of him from the 2004 sinulog.ü imMa upload some again later of last night's event.ü



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Thursday, January 12, 2006

vanity is DEFINITELY not a sin!

currently playing>> blue moon by mxpx
im feeling>> hungry :( shit, how difficult it is when youre dieting..

i was just replying to jan2x earlier with exactly the same subject. i emailed him the vanity thing wherein i got a perfect hundred and he reacted in the way he usually reacts when he teases me bowt being vain. i was just explaining to him that its okei to be vain, and i based it on the following premises (im just going to use me since this is my point of view, im basically talking bout myself, so the use of the first person):

[one] i definitely want to look good all the time. look good - in every sense of the phrase. of course, you would want to check once in a while if there's dirt on any part of your face, if you got food particles stuck in your teeth, if you have "muta" on the inner canthuses of your eyes, if your hair is still in place and your make-up intact (oily noses and shiny foreheads are a big NO-NO!) or if you just plain look good. and yup, having clean shoes and feet is a must! i dont want to look funny to other people, let alone my boyfriend.

[two] being vain gives me the assurance that my boyfriend will pay attention to me and ONLY ME and that he is never going to leave me and trade me for someone else bcoz im already beautiful. why would he find someone new when im already the most beautiful gurl in his life? and he wouldnt have to worry about me being stolen by other guys. being admired by other people (other than the boyfriend) is part of the cheap thrills of looking good, but im not being vain for them, right? he shouldnt be scared of competition bcoz he has already won. i love my boyfriend, and thats exactly the reason why i want to be pretty in the first place. enough said.

[three] it is okei to love yourself! God, through Jesus Christ said: "love thy neighbor as you love thy self". and He said it perfectly Himself! LOVE THY SELF! see? it's okei to love myself. but i should love my neighbors too. heheü and besides, how can i give love and love others if i dont love myself first? that's a rule of nature! you should be able love yourself first before you can be able to give love to the people about you. even whitney houston sang it just right: "learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all.." stated still in the song, loving yourself IS the greatest love all, no questions asked. the best thing about it is that, it is easy to achieve. and i am proud to say that i have already mastered and perfected that lesson.ü *wink*

**okei, that last one was a pretty lame excuse, but still! its justifiable! it supports my point! heheü

i stopped at three. but i noe that i could go on and on and on and on.. but it would still boil down to one point: it is okei to be vain.

and speaking of being vain, take a look at this:




camwhoring + uyab = happy, HAPPY me!ü

now who was he calling vain again?! üüü

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

life..ü

currently playing>> huwag kang matakot by the eheads
im feeling>> grr, gurgly. im having my first day of menstruation and i hate it.



one of my attempts at paint. lol :D

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Year End - Year Start ü

i had a blast last night (slash, dawn?!)!!! me and my college friends: charee, marte, james, lloyd, saul, jan karina, kissy and jack went to MF's christmas party at san carlos heights.. it was a fun experience, getting to meet new people (i have new friends! jimmy the emperador floater tanggero from jimmycycle and ryan from indiephums, so to name a few), hearing good music and bonding with friends. bisrock bands jimmycylce, phylum, blood of stone, mantekilya and indiephums played alongside missing filemon as well.. although most of the crowd were band members and friends, only a few listers from the mf yahoogroup showed up. and okei, i developed a crush on eduard. haha. and its totally his fault coz he made me have that crush on him with his friendliness. *laf2x* cocoy brought his gurl during the early moments of the evening, and nope, it didnt break my heart to see them together. when she left and he came back after bringing her home, well, charee continues to maintain that he keeps on staring at me, wherein i beg to disagree since its totally not true. take note, i already drank two varieties of alcoholic beverages here already, red horse and emperador (ugh! :p)

after the party, we headed to c24 to catch up with my former classmates from high school. and i enjoyed being there as well.. badz was acting bitchy again, but she gave me capris so it makes up the whole thing.. hahaü and she allowed me to apply mascara on her. :p i totally missed being with this guys.. they're my memories of a fun high school life..ü and im glad that we havent outgrown the childish attitudes in us. imagine, we started to have a throwing session?! which i actually started.. heheü while we were there, ron2x texted me to join them in NCR (its a sidewalk convenience store on the way to ayala coming from mango area) and insoy also called me up to join them.

we went there after a while, and at this time, i was a bit drunk already after having drunk a full glass shot of red horse and around 4 to 5 full glasses of island lime and gsm blue. cocoy, eimer, kuya rey (hihi.ü) and a drunk insoy lying on mavick's lap were there. i was given another full shot of red horse by cocoy and i think this was what made me more drunk. ugh. at this time, insoy had to leave, and i tried to stop him (haha, i was really acting weird and funny nah at this time). anyhoo, when he left, we were the ones left there. and dunoe what and how it happened, but me and cocoy started to mess around.. i have pictures of us on my fon! *laf2x* and i started lying on his lap coz i was really drunk na by this time. and i told him i wanted to go puke, and noe what? he helped me puke. aww.. that was really sweet of him.ü and he asked me to rest in eimer's pick up. and what's sweeter is that he sat down there with me. and yeah, we started to kiss again.. and.. i liked it. he. is. a. good. kisser. *laf2x*

in the middle of our resting, drunken moments, i saw kuya rey reading charee's palms so i decided that i wanted to have mine read too! and oh.my.god. i think that what he was saying about me was really true. he said that i have a lot of pretensions daw, like i pretend to be happy, blah2x.. okei, maybe this pretension part is kinda true, but not really. lets just say that i force myself to be strong and happy even when the situation doesnt call for being strong and happy.. and he mentioned love life. he said that there are several guys involved in my life already now, but not one of them is showing or giving back the love that i am giving them. (and oh no. i think this includes jan2x :c) and he said that this year, i am going to finally meet him nah. the guy who's gonna give me back my love and even more than what im showing him. i felt sad bcoz it opened a truth that i have long tried to avoid. ngah dili c jan2x.. pero still, there's a possibility that there cant be truth in it, right? i mean it cant be really accurate.. so when i got back to the pick up, i stayed there with cocoy and did the thing most appropriate to do at that moment: sleep.

at 6am, they finally decided to go home. and omg. 6am? man! thats the latest that ive ever been out (since evening that is.) *laf2x* i slept whole day after arriving home. okei, i woke up for lunch. :p

when i woke up at around 6pm, i started sending out my new year's greetings to the people in my phonebook. i was surprised when marlo (hez also a lister from the mf ygroup) replied to me. and after exchanging a few more text messages, we decided to meet up since we just happen to be neighbors. and when we met, welpz, lets just say that hez not really the man of my dreams, but he is cute, that much i admit. we started texting each other there on after until new year and until he ran out of load. hehe, luoy.ü and he is, erm, sweet.. shit. and it made me think over of what kuya rey read of my palms. could it be true? and is he the one? no!! unsaon nalang naku c jan eric? =(

putting drunken moments, hangovers, unfaithfulness, revelations and prophecies behind, i had a fun new year celebration. well maybe not as fun as the previous years when we were still complete in the family (not that we werent complete now, but my sisters and their kids had to leave early..). things change, and we have to adjust to change and move on..

so thats it. what a way to end and start the year, huh? 2005 has been a great year for me, considering all the events that have happened to me this year. i have a lot to thank and a lot to be happy for..ü and i noe that 2006 will be a good one as well. i hope.ü

bitch? bitch not?

okeeiii.. i got a 40%! but what does this make me?? lolx ü

once again, thanks to diana for posting this sa bulletin.ü

Start at 100% and take away 1% for each of these you have done in the past or are doing right now.

Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had s3x.
Been to a concert.
Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
Been verbally s3xually harassed.
Verbally s3xually harassed somebody
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
Went streaking.
Given a lap dance.
Had someone of the opposite s3x in your room.
Had someone of the opposite s3x sleep over.
Slept over at someone of the opposite s3x's house.
Kissed a stranger.
Hugged a stranger.
Went scuba diving.
Driven a car.
Gotten an xray.
Hit by a car.
Had a party.
Done drugs.
Played strip poker.
Got paid to strip for someone.
Ran away from home.
Broken a bone.
Eaten sushi.
Bought p0rn.
Watched p0rn.
Made p0rn.
Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Been in love.
Frenched kissed.
Laughed so hard you cried.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Laughed yourself to sleep.
Stabbed yourself.
Shot a gun.
Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
Watched an animal die.
Watched a person die.
Had s3x and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 other person present.
Pranked somebody.
Put somebody in the hospital.
Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
Kissed somebody of the same s3x.
Dressed punk.
Dressed goth.
Dressed preppy.
Been to a motocross race.
Avoided somebody.
Been stalked.
Stalked someone.
Met a celebrity
Played an instrument.
Ridden a horse.
Cut yourself.
Bungee jumped.
Ding dong ditched somebody.
Been to a wild party.
Got caught stealing something.
Kicked a guy in the balls.
Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
Went out with your friend's crush.
Got arrested.
Been pregnant.
Babysat.
Been to another country
Started your house on fire.
Donated your hair to cancer patients.
Been asked out by someone that you never though you'd to be asked out by.
Cried over a member of the opposite s3x .
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
Sat on your butt all day.
Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
Had a job.
Gotten cut from a sports team.
Been called a wh0re.
Danced like a wh0re.
Been mistaken for a celebrity.
Been in a car accident.
Been told you have beautiful eyes.
Been told you have beautiful hair.
Danced in the rain.
Been rejected.
Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
Punched someone/slapped someone in the
face.

Goddess of Vanity

hahaha. i scored a perfect 100!ü damn, i know i am a goddess and i definitely know that i AM vain, but this is too much! its living proof that i exist! lol ü

thanks to gandahlicious diana for posting this on her friendster bulletin.ü

Answer the following YES or NO questions to find out how vain you are! Each number you answer YES corresponds to ten points, while NO gets 5.

1. YOU always have a comb in either your pocket or your bag. Even if you know it's not hygienic, you borrow your friend's comb or brush when you forget to bring yours.

2. INVOLUNTARILY, you touch your hair as if it's not always on top of your head. You check if it's smooth or if your bangs are still tucked behind your ears.

3. PHOTOGENICITY is your goal. Whenever someone takes a group picture, you pose, find an angle, and smile before they say '1, 2, 3.'

4. SELF-PORTRAITS make you busy. You take time, a lot of time, taking pictures of yourself and yourself only. You check the lighting and strike a pose while holding your camera with one hand or putting the timer on. When the pic is not good enough for you, you take it again until it's perfect.

5. MIRRORS are addictive to you. Not even just mirrors, even glass doors, or glass bottles are used to reflect your face. When walking, you stop, take a look at yourself and fix up.

6. ORNAMENTALISM brings out the best in you. From simple, to highly metro-fashionable, you shop and get into style.

7. CELLPHONE CAMERAS become very important to you. You take pictures with your friends, put up your phones high, and smile at an
angle.

8. LIPGLOSS is a need. No questions asked.

9. MULTIPLIES, XANGAS, BLOGSPOTS, PICZOS and many more. You have these to show your vanity in pictures or words.

10. YOU WILLINGLY ANSWERED THIS TEST. Answering this proves that YOU are interested in knowing of YOU are vain, and therefore YOU are.


50-59 = Fashion Advocate
60-69 = Fashion Mistress
70-79 = Just Plain Vain
80-89 = Vanity Queen
90-99 = Vanity Princess
100 = Goddess of Vanity